An Energy Weather Report
For April 30th, 2026
4.30.26 Journal Entry #4
Last month, I took our beloved 15 year-old cat, Happy Kitty, to the vet for his final goodby. 🥺
In the moment he passed, I physically felt his soul leave his body and pass through my arm.
I’m still sitting with that.
Last week, I was out foraging for Nettle and I physically felt the plants warn each other. A subtle buzz of alarm, passed through the patch, like a wave.
I’ve been doing this work long enough to know that experiences like these, aren’t all that unusual. But what’s different now, is how ‘loud’ they are.
I wasn’t centered, or in ceremony. I was in the midst of a big life moment and a simple task.
It used to take real work to connect. To plug in, and feel beyond the ordinary. It required much effort, on my part, and mental fortitude.
Not anymore.
The subtle isn’t so subtle.
Messages in meditations and dreams have gotten louder too. More straight-to-the-point. Heard, Spirit. Message Received loud and clear!
The veil between us and everything else: other beings, other consciousnesses, and each other - is paper thin right now.
Perception is wider, and the signal is stronger.
It is a gift.
It is also a lot.
Because the same sensitivity that lets you feel a soul leave a body, or feels plants warn each other, is the same wide-open channel that picks up e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. The thought loops get loopier, and anxiety has more surface area to grip. The peaks and valleys have increasingly little space in between.
Some days, my instrument feels like a finely tuned violin: exquisite, but just one good gust of wind away from snapping a string! 😅
If you are feeling extra exhausted right now, or maybe experiencing an increase in headaches - this might be why. (I am not a Dr. though, so go see one if you are concerned😉)
It’s possible we are just incredibly, inconveniently - awake.